Three weeks NC today

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Registered: 11-16-2010
Three weeks NC today
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Mon, 12-13-2010 - 12:44am

Hello beautiful people,

Three weeks NC today and i am OK, i am no longer an emotional mess as i had been, although a little teary yesterday - we were in the honeymoon part of the A this time last year and i was reminiscing the fantasy -

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Registered: 11-16-2010
Tue, 12-14-2010 - 7:49am
Thank you so much for that tip GF, yes i'm dealing with a lot of guilt, my H did not deserve any of this #$%^%$, neither did my children or XMM family. I'm trying to find a good T, but have had no luck so far. One thing for sure is that i definitely do feel a sense of freedom, now that it's over. That anxiety, the insecurities and fears i felt whilst in the A were just horrible.

Thank you for your time GF.
V888
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Registered: 11-16-2010
Tue, 12-14-2010 - 7:52am

Thank you for your time Lolly,

Brutal was a perfect way to define it, but as they say what doesn't kill you will only make you stronger. Thank you for warning me, its important for me to know what's ahead and what to expect.

V888
xxxxx

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Registered: 11-16-2010
Tue, 12-14-2010 - 8:05am
Thank you for your time MC, yes i know i have a long way to go, i'm just going to try and keep it real, be real about who i was in the A and who he was in the A, we weren't great people, the A brought out the worst in us not he best in us, isn't that what love is meant to be. You too are a wise and courageous woman for making the stand, and wanting to come out of the darkness, and you too deserve all the great things life has to offer.

V888
xxxxx

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