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|Mon, 11-19-2012 - 2:45pm|
Hope you don't mind my continued rambling. Still angry not quite as much a yesterday but i really wanted to climb back into bed and pull up the covers after the kids left, i didn't i stayed up watched a little TV and then baked some healthy cookies for me (carb free) then i worked out again today.
His wife is such a pita but i just keep giving her excuses. I've decided that I'm going to get creative about avoiding the up coming functions at the volunteer place we have in common, my h is the actual member so most of my being there is as his wife just a small corner I'm involved in. There are a few holiday things coming, one i can make sure I'm working during and another i can just say I'm sick which will take us to the end of Feb before i have to deal with anything. I did say i would black Friday shop with her that i need to get out of but worst case i just won't shop at all that day.
I just wish i would want the intimacy back with my h, we haven't done the deed in at least two months he's making it known that he wants to and i can't even entertain the thought yet. I've been pushing h away in that aspect for a long time and was fairly alot with ap i can't just switch my emotions back that easy and i don't want to right now. Today is our anniversary though so idk what to do, i can't fake that right now.