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| Thu, 11-04-2004 - 8:17am |
toosmart4this
Maybe it's time to take another run at it, it's not so much like quiting smoking if you don't make it the first time keep quiting and you will make it eventually.
It's nice to have clear lungs and a clear head and heart.
Free

Running out to a big meeting but wanted to send you a note to say that you are most certainly "toosmart4this"...you are just trying to figure your way out of this mess that we got ourselves into. I do believe there is hope. I do beleive if this is the board we frequent this is what we really want to do. Sometimes we are torn by emotion and well quite honestly sheer stupidity. Here is a fact, or at least for me...if my H found about this, I know that would bring this to a screeching halt cuz', at the end of the day, he is the right man for me. Just fighting the demon Dipss. Damn her.
Ok...dont be discouraged...just try again...eventually it will happen...you will wake up and feel so much better...it just has to...rambling...not making much sense cuz' now I am late :)...but wanted to give you a big hugs and a nice soft tissue to wipe away your tears!
xoxoxo!
Dipss
You are already on the road out of this mess once and for all, I have said to people before that you will end it when your ready and I believe that you are close to that point now and mybe already there, I can feel it in your word.
The pain your in is what will make the difference, it is the pain that throws the switch in your heart from needing what your getting from the affair to needing to get away from it, think of it as a balance scale once it tips to the pain side being heavier then what you are getting from the affair the affair is OVER and there is nothing that XOM can do about it.
Too believe your there, I suggest that you lookup trues history I remember when she was on the brink herself it was not that long ago, you sound just like she did.
Stay plugged into your support system which is the people at this board, it does not matter if you mess up stay anyway, read and talk to us we want to help you.
Free
Free-I got so excited when you said you think I'm close to being ready. I think I am too and it's scary and liberating at the same time. Thanks as always, for the support. Your advice is so valuable to everyone on the board.