Tormented...

iVillage Member
Registered: 05-06-2010
Tormented...
3
Fri, 02-18-2011 - 7:48pm

Last night & today have been a toughy for me.

Today is "his" birthday and I am mortified/disgusted/confused at the fact I want to send an e-mail and wish him happy birthday. There is no way I will, but like I said, I'm just shocked at myself for entertaining this idea. The REAL reason I want to is because we didn't end on unfriendly terms. I kind of wish there HAD been a huge fight, then at least there would be some of those negative feelings.

iVillage Member
Registered: 07-21-2009
Fri, 02-18-2011 - 8:21pm

FL-I am giving you the biggest cyber-hug ever right now!!

iVillage Member
Registered: 05-06-2010
Fri, 02-18-2011 - 9:21pm

Thank you Heart...you are always so sweet.

iVillage Member
Registered: 05-15-2010
Fri, 02-18-2011 - 9:38pm

Hi FL,

What your feeling is not unusual especially when you are only 2 months in.