Tough night

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Registered: 12-01-2010
Tough night
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Fri, 12-10-2010 - 11:59pm

What is it about Fri and Sat night that have to make being alone at home feel so much worse? I know..because it's usually date night that's why. And nights I would have spent with AP. Sorry but there aren't enough baths in the world to make this loneliness subside.

I told a confidant today that for the past year we went from communicating and/or seeing eachother every day and sometimes several times a day to NOTHING. So it's Day 5 of nothing. :( Yes I'm still standing (heartache doesn't actually kill you) but I'm very sad inside and I feel so alone. I know I'm free and better off and all that and I will feel better when daylight comes but right now I'm miserable!:smileysad:

Love, Sunshine Dedicated to living my new life with integrity, truth and positive thoughts! I am worthy of true love and definitely worth the wait!
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Registered: 07-21-2009
Sat, 12-11-2010 - 12:25am

Oh, sweetie- You aren't sick in the head.

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Registered: 01-18-2010
Sat, 12-11-2010 - 7:32am

you are grieving....and it is ok. It will hurt. And it there are times that you may feel like dying rather than face this down. But...and that is of little consolation right now,

Luvin
Yo Soy EL Capitan de Mi Vida
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Registered: 05-15-2010
Sat, 12-11-2010 - 2:09pm

Hi Sunshine,

Sorry that you are feeling such pain.