UGH! XMM called & left a messge
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| Wed, 03-16-2005 - 12:40pm |
Well I just proved to myself that I am a strong person.
XMM called which I am soooo happy I didn't answer the phone
and left me a message. I am going away on a trip in a few days
and he knows. We know mutual people. He called to say that he
heard that I was going away soon and wanted me to have a good time.
I am not going to call him back. Do you think he will get the hint
if I don't call him back? I sure hope so. I think calling him
back is the worse thing I can do. I do not want to disprect my
DH anymore. So I refuse to call back.
My problem is that I am so nice that in the way way back of my
mind I'm saying "ahh but I will hurt his feelings, maybe I should
at least acknowledge his existance". But that will not
make me call him. I just hate to hurt anyone even if it is what
I want to do. If that makes sense to anyone.
I guess I was just shock that XMM called at all. I think it is
his way of trying to weasel his way back a little bit.
Thanks for letting ramble on about a silly little phone call.
Luv

Thanks Hurtpup, he didn't ask me to call back, but at the end of the
message he said I'll talk to you later. Which in reality everyone
says that when leaving a message. So I'm not reading too much into
that. The only thing is that I have no way of emailing him or
text messaging. So I'll just do nothing.
The thing is I don't feel the need to call. I really feel good
letting it go. At first it was just my usual empathy towards
other people that got me thinking that boy I am going to hurt
his feelings when he doesn't hear back from me. But then right
after that, I said well the only man I should worry about hurting
their feelings is my DH. And when I put it that way it makes it
easier for me to worry about my DH and not xMM feelings.
This board is a lifesaver sometimes. It's nice to know that I
can come here even when I just need to vent about little stuff.
Luv