Unraveling ...

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Registered: 04-15-2010
Unraveling ...
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Tue, 05-25-2010 - 7:53pm

I am.

Today has been the lowest day for me thus far.

I am on the verge of a panic attack. I am totally overwhelmed right now: with sadness, grief and loss of my RL and regret.

With the 'forever' of this.

Whatever happens, I have changed the face
of my family forever.

TU.

LC/NC since April 14, 2010

"I can be changed by what happens to me. But I refuse to be reduced by it."
— Maya Angelou

LC/NC since April 14, 2010

"I can be changed by what happens to me. But I refuse to be reduced by it."
— Maya Angelou

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Registered: 02-02-2010
Wed, 05-26-2010 - 9:46am

TU-


Ugh. Those bad days. Those low moments. They suck. I mean they really really suck. I have had a couple the past few weeks and it took the wind from my sails. But, you know it will pass... and maybe it already has. The hardest thing to do is sit and be patient and allow yourself to feel, but that's what these moments are for. These moments are there to remind us that we still have a lot of work to do. And each time we tackle one, we garner an unparalleled strength from it. You have been there to support so many women and I've seen your insight multiplying by the day.

Jane
NC/LC since January 28, 2010
http://secretlifeofjane.wordpress.com/
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Registered: 12-31-2009
Wed, 05-26-2010 - 9:53am

TU,


I'm so sorry to be responding late.

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Registered: 04-05-2010
Wed, 05-26-2010 - 10:50am

TU,

How are you? I hope you're feeling better today.

Just wanted to chime in and say that you're an inspiration to me too. Please note that if you can change something for worse you can change it for better too. Not to mean you can change it back as it was, but you have always the power to improve things for your family. Not overnight, but bit by bit, day by day. And one day you will look back and see that you and the ones you love are better off than before the A. Just hang in there and keep changing.

((Hugs))

Pru

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Registered: 10-20-2009
Wed, 05-26-2010 - 11:17am

(((TU)))...I hope this day finds you in a better place.

BE the change that you want to see in the world! Life loves me and I love life! <3
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Registered: 01-18-2010
Wed, 05-26-2010 - 11:40am

Tu,

See how much u mean to this board...all these people posting n showing they really care.

N where r u? How r u? I am
not liking not hearing from you. Get back to us...u r in my thoughts n I am sure the other are wondering about u too, get with us soon, even if it's a quick line or too..

Luvin

Luvin
Yo Soy EL Capitan de Mi Vida
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Registered: 04-15-2010
Wed, 05-26-2010 - 2:48pm

Words can't capture how cared for you have ALL made me feel.

I will write more later, but for now I just wanted to check-in and say thank you - I have wrapped every word 'you' shared around my wounds to help the healing happen.

"You may write me down in history
With your bitter, twisted lies,
You may trod me in the very dirt
But still, like dust, I'll rise.

...

Just like moons and like suns,
With the certainty of tides,
Just like hopes springing high,
Still I'll rise..."

- Maya Angelou

TU.

LC/NC since April 14, 2010

"I can be changed by what happens to me. But I refuse to be reduced by it."
— Maya Angelou

LC/NC since April 14, 2010

"I can be changed by what happens to me. But I refuse to be reduced by it."
— Maya Angelou
iVillage Member
Registered: 01-10-2010
Thu, 05-27-2010 - 11:30am

Thank you for posting the quote about "Beautiful people."


Last night was a rough night and reading that quote brought me to my knees...in a good (non-BJ) sort of way.

Imustenjoypain!

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