Upset with MYSELF!!!!
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Upset with MYSELF!!!!
| Thu, 09-30-2010 - 11:29am |
……………………so I just posted, and here I am 2 minutes later!
| Thu, 09-30-2010 - 11:29am |
……………………so I just posted, and here I am 2 minutes later!
CG4S,
It's normal to be upset with ourselves once those uncomfortable after effects start hitting us. Your fog has lifted and now you can see yourself and the A more clearly. Re feeling like a fool, it's more about feeling "foolish" for ever believing our A's were more than what they really were. I think back to some of the stupid maneuvers I pulled, and "Oh, brother, who was that girl?" Dwelling on your past behavior will only cripple any progress you want to make now. What's done is done. As I always used to say, "That was then, this is now."
Yes, I believe we redeem ourselves a little bit more every day when we show that we are no longer "that person," and with this our self respect starts making a comeback. When we
~Iddy~
Iddy - you are so awsome and say just the right thing and thank you so much for your words! It sure has helped to read them!!
I know I can't beat mysefl up. I know I need to move forward and leave the past alone. It feels so good to finally get at that point of indifference though....FINALLY I see light at the end of the tunnel!