I am so angry that I have had such little respect for myself that I let a man like XAP treat me with such disrespect!!!!!!!!!!!! Not in a million years would I have accepted this from anyone else, but here I am, I accepted it from xAP
Words are not enough to express how angry I feel today
Even after 5 years, I know what you mean. I mentioned earlier on Dee's thread that Mondays are always a tough day for me and this disrespect thing is usually the bug
Thanks Iddy (((Iddy))) You're my great example in LC. You are so right when you say the WE were the ones who gave the xAP's permission to treat us like that. WE willingly surrendered ourselves to the position of doormat. Well no longer will I be someone else's doormat! Dreamgirl from now on. But NOT xAP's dreamgirl, that's for sure.
One day I hope to get my self esteem back too, because right now, it is there, right beneath the surface, but I want it ALL back.
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So I posted in a new thread about dealing with the second missed call from my xAP during our 3 months of NC.
I am so angry that I have had such little respect for myself that I let a man like XAP treat me with such disrespect!!!!!!!!!!!!
Not in a million years would I have accepted this from anyone else, but here I am, I accepted it from xAP
Words are not enough to express how angry I feel today
HTGO~
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Even after 5 years, I know what you mean. I mentioned earlier on Dee's thread that Mondays are always a tough day for me and this disrespect thing is usually the bug
~Iddy~
Thanks Iddy (((Iddy))) You're my great example in LC.
You are so right when you say the WE were the ones who
gave the xAP's permission to treat us like that. WE willingly
surrendered ourselves to the position of doormat. Well no longer
will I be someone else's doormat! Dreamgirl from now on. But NOT
xAP's dreamgirl, that's for sure.
One day I hope to get my self esteem back too, because right now, it is there, right beneath the surface, but I want it ALL back.
Hugs to you!
Htgo
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