Vent: Just mad at myself for opening that painful door!
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|Tue, 01-08-2013 - 2:56pm|
I posted a couple of weeks ago about how I had been in contact with xap again after going 6 months NC. I am still emotionally all over the place and today as I drove to the store it hit me that I when I contacted him out of the blue it was like I threw out the freaking red carpet and said "come on in and lets screw up both of our lives just a little bit more!!!
Ugh! I'm in a horrible mood today...lol. I hate the month of January for various reasons and wish I could sleep through the rest of the month. I am always a basketcase this time of year and I didn't need xap drama added to it. But who can I blame for that? Only me of course.....
PS. A bright spot for today....It is Elvis' birthday.