ok, you goofed up, but you know what, it strengthened your resolve from what I get from your post. I feel you know what has to be done. Look at it as a new beginning to start over, and starting over with more knowledge about xAP. Take a deep breath and say - Now I know, I can go forward, I can do this.
Don't be sad it is over. Be glad you escaped being one of his victims. He's still trolling in the muck. And you are pulling yourself out of it and going nowhere but up.
You didnt mess up. Look at the information you gained by slipping up this once. You have visual proof he is on an adult site scouring for next OW position. If you didnt talk to him, you would have never known. How to rationalize that gem to yourself that you want this man again? YOU DONT!!! I also like how gallant he is to wish you his best for the future, considering he never gave his best to you in the past.
You know the lines and the lies off by heart. You know he is fishing but now has thrown out another few lines in case you are the one that gets away, he wont go long without a catch.(geez i HATE resorting to fishing analogies LOL)
Stay firm with your resolve We are all just human and sometimes cannot help who we fall for, but it is OUR choice on how to react to those feelings. Hugs for your sads.
Whether you think you can or you think you can't you are probably right. A parrot can repeat what it has learned but the mark of true intelligence is applying what is learned.
Of course it hurts. What a selfish scumbag for telling you about that website. He obviously has no regard for your best interests, and is just looking to score, LAG, you or someone else... as long as he scores.
Now that you are safely back in NC you can pick yourself up and continue on your path... you're not starting over LAG, you didn't give in to his invitation and fishing and go back to the A, and that is HUGE.
big hugs!! Hang in there sweetie,
trixie xo
"Life is not about waiting for the storm to pass, it is about learning to dance in the rain.”
hi lost, (you are not :-),
ok, you goofed up, but you know what, it strengthened your resolve from what I get from your post. I feel you know what has to be done. Look at it as a new beginning to start over, and starting over with more knowledge about xAP. Take a deep breath and say - Now I know, I can go forward, I can do this.
Don't be sad it is over. Be glad you escaped being one of his victims. He's still trolling in the muck. And you are pulling yourself out of it and going nowhere but up.
You didnt mess up. Look at the information you gained by slipping up this once. You have visual proof he is on an adult site scouring for next OW position. If you didnt talk to him, you would have never known. How to rationalize that gem to yourself that you want this man again? YOU DONT!!!
I also like how gallant he is to wish you his best for the future, considering he never gave his best to you in the past.
You know the lines and the lies off by heart. You know he is fishing but now has thrown out another few lines in case you are the one that gets away, he wont go long without a catch.(geez i HATE resorting to fishing analogies LOL)
Stay firm with your resolve We are all just human and sometimes cannot help who we fall for, but it is OUR choice on how to react to those feelings. Hugs for your sads.
SB
Lost
Why did he tell you about this web site?
Whether you think you can or you think you can't you are probably right. A parrot can repeat what it has learned but the mark of true intelligence is applying what is learned.
(((LAG)))
Of course it hurts. What a selfish scumbag for telling you about that website. He obviously has no regard for your best interests, and is just looking to score, LAG, you or someone else... as long as he scores.
Now that you are safely back in NC you can pick yourself up and continue on your path... you're not starting over LAG, you didn't give in to his invitation and fishing and go back to the A, and that is HUGE.
big hugs!! Hang in there sweetie,
trixie xo
"Life is not about waiting for the storm to pass, it is about learning to dance in the rain.”
Thank you all so much for your kind, kind replies.
LG:
WHAT A LOST IN THE SAUCE STUCK ON STUPID XAP.
CL-Lovely Starr
"No memory of having starred; atones for later disregard; or keeps the end from being h
Thanks LS.
I appreciate the reply :)
I have his number blocked but you know..technology these days.