Wanna Know how dumb I was in my A

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Wanna Know how dumb I was in my A
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Mon, 03-01-2010 - 11:49am
Looking back on my A and realizing just how crazy I was at the time. I actually faked "O" with XMM. I remember spending $100.00 on undergarments. I didn't even have that kind of money to spend because I had just finished law school and had mega student loans to pay. Since I can hide behind this board I will also tell you that I waited five hours at the airport for him and when I didn't hear from him I texted him all night. He answered the next day and told me that his trip had been rescheduled. Dumb, dumb, dumb.

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Registered: 10-21-2009
Mon, 03-01-2010 - 9:21pm
I didn't do anything extreme. But I remember agonizing during weekends missing him and getting like a couple of texts: "Good morning lazy bum...I'm off to the gym" (thank you for letting me know!) Or "Miss you.." or "Thinking of you.." All the while he'd be taking his wife out to dinner, movies or whatever - I mean, REAL things. WTH was wrong with me to accept that? PUKE!!!
**Bloodied but unbowed**
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Registered: 04-20-2009
Mon, 03-01-2010 - 9:41pm

Hey, Sweetie.
I was referring to this thread as the btdt. Sorry if you went looking all over the place. ha.

xo
Dee

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Mon, 03-01-2010 - 11:28pm

oh, there are threads here like that !!


makes

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Tue, 03-02-2010 - 6:52am
"Been" and "Done" being the
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Tue, 03-02-2010 - 9:24am
Dee, that was so funny! At least you had the money for a real bakini wax. I'm embarrassed to say that I gave myself my own just for him. Imagine me with a razor and the after effects of it (OUCH). When I asked him if he liked it he said he hadn't noticed. Translate to he didn't really give a darn. I got a Brazillian wax for hubby once and he went crazy with excitement for me. If I had known how to love myself enough to realize that a man could honor me and treat me with respect the way hubby does now...... I guess I had to put myself through that to recognize and appreciate what I have now, but boy if I actually wrote some of the things down to please that man the hairs would stand up on your head.
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Registered: 04-20-2009
Tue, 03-02-2010 - 9:35am

Why! Oh, heck no. I didn't have the money. I tell you I could have sold the video of me doing it myself on the fn floor, mirror, hot wax burning my thighs, contorting like a frickin' acrobat!!! A million dollars, I tell you! A million dollars of embarrassing high-larity!

Ok, I have crossed the line (again). I solemnly swear to never again post anything about my crotch on EAS again. Cross my heart and hope to die.

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Registered: 10-09-2008
Tue, 03-02-2010 - 3:13pm

OMG Dee....I have this imagine of that now! (: God Gawd almighty! You are too funny.....

I crossed the line so many times--spending a zillion dollars on clothes, lingerie, perfumes, hair products, blah, blah blah...that stuff alone makes me ill--how I pranced around like his personal lap dancer! Eeeew.

This one comes to mind too.....

It was shortly before Christmas and he was coming to my city for us to celebrate "our" Christmas. My h was traveling and I was pulling out all the bells and whistles to make sure our/my house looked just right. So I decided I had to have the perfect Christmas tree for us to have s*x next to by the fireplace.

So, I make my jolly way to the store and buy ALL new expensive decorations for my 10 foot tree! Spent a fortune. He wasn't very interested in the tree. Just in "other" things. Course when h came home to a new tree he about flipped out. It was all so stupid. And then one day after Xmas AP threw me under the bus when the d-day hit.

Deep breath.

Never. Again.

LL

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Registered: 03-01-2009
Tue, 03-02-2010 - 3:57pm

From the posts on the MAS board you'd think they were having the best sex of their lives with AP, so I thought something was WAY wrong with me since I was having bad sex, faking "O" and I was doing it with a guy who was way smaller than my H. Why would I do that? I can't figure it out even now.


And I wore fancy underwear for xAP and he just said, "take it off". My H loves my fancy undies. I swear, I didn't appreciate what I had right in front of me.

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