we are all different but the same

iVillage Member
Registered: 02-15-2007
we are all different but the same
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Mon, 03-08-2010 - 8:24pm
I read this board morning noon and night...... Most of us have the same stories. Got to involved with xap let them into our hearts, when we were not in thiers. I have a hard time expressing words. I feel I have been holding my own. My xap is my boss, and I live in a very small town, so I cannot escape seeing him outside of work. But I have to say I go out of my way so I do not see hime anymore as much as I can. I stopped going for coffee at our 1 coffee shop because I know he will be there. I stopped looking at my phone every 5 min. I am trying to do everything that people on this board say helps us, but I sit here with tears writing this not because I miss the sex , but because I miss my friend. My xap was not an asswho*e. yes he brought me sadness,, I will admit that. But he also brought me friendship. We would chat for hrs., no sex involved. I miss that...Sorry I feel sad tonight....I know I am getting better, but some days are hard.
loveless

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iVillage Member
Registered: 11-19-2006
Thu, 03-11-2010 - 4:10am

Iddy,

Yes, I think my other name was Amy "something".....can't remember what it was exactly and no way to search that I know of, but would be interesting to read what I wrote then, or maybe not...LOL.

I'm looking forward to reading your story....

Mish

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