What comes next?

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Registered: 03-26-2003
What comes next?
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Thu, 02-19-2004 - 10:21am
Today is day 2 of NC. I'm actually kinda happy, knowing that I have this break up behind me. I know the day is going to come when xMM will pick up the phone and call, and it's not going to be long.

Most of all I'm bored, with all the extra time on my hand. I'm still very angry at MM, for all the lies.

Can any one that has been through this tell me what the next phase will be?

I want some really exciting to happen. If I could just get 1 date with a single guy, I would be besides myself. I feel like I've broken out of jail, and I'm waiting for life to happen. It feels like a breathe of fresh spring air.

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Registered: 12-28-2003
Thu, 02-19-2004 - 10:52am
HI Secret

Your going to have your up days and your down days but if you insist on NC over time the ups will be more up and more often and the downs will be fewer and less down.

Don't wait for life to happen leave the phone home and go out and make life happen.

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Registered: 01-27-2004
Thu, 02-19-2004 - 12:32pm
Girl... I love your attitude!! I love that you say it feels as if you've busted out of jail! That's exactly what you've been in all these years sweetie! Remember those cd's I sent you? There are some new ones I want you to hear. Christina Aguilera's stripped CD. Listen to WALK AWAY and then Fighter... Perfect ending affair songs..!!

I remember how hard you prayed and probably still do....Why isn't God listening to me? Why isn't he allowing me to be with this MM? I had the same prayers... Why doesn't he always answer your prayers? Cause your asking for the wrong man honey! God knows he is the WRONG MAN for you!!!! Start praying for the right man to come into your life. It's going to happen when you least expect it. It happened to me when I didn't even want to entertain the thought of just one man again!

Hugs!

Love ya!

Annie

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Registered: 03-26-2003
Thu, 02-19-2004 - 1:24pm
Oh Annie, I have thought about you so much. I feel so strong this time. I feel empowered. I feel happy, It is so different from all the other times. I feel FREE!!!! this relationship was like a block of cement hanging around my neck.

I miss you so much. E-mail me. Can you beleive that I've gotten to this point.

I love you

I miss you, I'm, so glad you are OK. I'm shouting to the roof top!!!!!!! I'm free!!!!!