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What is going on?!!
| Sat, 03-19-2005 - 6:29pm |
I'm so confused, it's been 4 weeks since I've seen the OMM, at first it was tough but than I made my mind up to put all this energy into my marriage and children, well it was going ok, I thought of him often but it wasn't terrible, till a few days ago. Than today I was driving past a hardware store and I saw his truck, so of coarse I had to turn around, I was determined to in the store but was too chicken, drove by again, and did this 3 times, finally he was getting ready to leave, so my opportunity was over, I SO wanted to go in, why didn't I now I'm like so upset I didn't.....oh what a mess I am......
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Moeell
>"Than today I was driving past a hardware store and I saw his truck, so of coarse I had to turn around, "<<<
Why did you have to turn around for what reason to accomplish what ??
Free
You didn't "have to turn around"....
You CHOSE to turn around.
Own the responsibility for your actions.
Be conscious and deliberate.
You can't put your hand back into a meat grinder without feeling your fingers getting squished.
Same thing goes for your heart and allowing yourself to go round and round with "turning around" just because you see a car.
You don't "have" to turn around.
You can CHOOSE to live the life you've chosen for yourself.
And keep driving on where you were going in the first place.
It's O.V.E.R.