What now?

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Registered: 04-24-2003
What now?
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Wed, 04-28-2004 - 7:16am
Last weekend, after 4 weeks since OM's email promising to write, I sent him a text message. Actually I pretended it was supposed to be for my friend, it said, ' hey you, what time you coming over, do you have the apple-vokda or should i get something stronger to forget our kids, alvin (my OM) and joe? see you soon.

then a few min later,i got, ' sounds tempting, still in my mind and vodka is always good'

i guess i was happy to get a reply, but just told him, 'wow, where did you come from, i haven't heard from you in weeks. Must have sent you anne's msg by mistake, how are things?

he said he was still digesting my letter. he just picked it up, even though i wrote it on march 6 when i left his country, and left the letter with his father.

then said he will type more later, has visitors.

i did respond. Am curious what the heck? He was hell to get over. Okay, admittedly i am not over it all yet, but compared to the vegetable i was in march, i am nearly resembling the psycho super-goddess i was before.

BTW i will be back in his land in 3 weeks. Dunno if he knows that yet, but the temptation is there to contact him.. set a time.. have him stand me up.. AGAIN????

advice please!!!!

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Registered: 01-31-2004
In reply to: mikkolover
Fri, 04-30-2004 - 9:26am
hugs to you, i know i am not the most famous person around here, but again i want to point out to everyone that mikkolover is hurting while you are all useless and ignoring her.

I think that you have been strong throughout all. I have read your posts and you have come here time after time looking for help and finding nothing. good luck and hugs to you.

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Registered: 03-25-2003
In reply to: mikkolover
Fri, 04-30-2004 - 10:30am

WHy do you continue to put your hand in the meat-grinder?


If you REALLY are serious about ending your affair, then STOP the teasing contacts that keep you in the affair.


And please stop pretending about your intentions.....


it's not a game and the emotional rollercoaster you're choosing to perpetuate will only keep jumping off-track and crashing...


Is that what you want? Crash and burn?


Stop the text messages and move on to the rest of your life.


jmo,


cl-nre