when does it get easier

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Registered: 02-15-2007
when does it get easier
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Thu, 02-04-2010 - 4:25pm
when does it stop hurting? My xap boss just called about ordering product for the spring. I am already having a tough time dealing with things. Although I handeled the call well only talked about work, no not true he did ask how my dad was doing with radiation. But it was very professional. I know this is how it has to be, but god it hurts like he**. I immediatly hung up and came here. Having a tough time already today. I read it gets easier and sometimes I think it does, but not today. It is so hard to see him in town with everyone around. My heart is breaking and I have to put on a smily face. I don't hate this man, and I know I probably should, but I have to tell u I was such a bi**h at work for the past 2 yrs, why he did fire me I don't know. Actually I quit once and he called and said I need you to work for me. I get paid well....Love what I do, and have free roam to run this store for him. I want to go back to just being on a friendly proffesional work enviorement.
And I know he does also. Sorry for venting,
loveless

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Registered: 02-06-2010
Sun, 02-07-2010 - 2:32am

i'm sorry for you! it does get easier (maybe not better) but EASIER day by day --you literally have to get thru each day, one day at a time --like a withdrawal from an addictive substance. which is what experts are saying the brain is like when we are stimulated by the endorphins produced from a HOT affair. It is a withdrawal, for sure. OH and IT HURTS Like hell as well!!!!


good luck. be as professional as you need to be. put on your actress face.


each person who touches us, teaches us.


take good care!


when one does not love too much, one does not love enough --blaise pascal

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