When will this get easier??
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When will this get easier??
| Mon, 12-28-2009 - 5:31pm |
Greetings~I've been all over the place with emotions lately. I know you can all relate when I say one minute I'm fine and the next I'm a sobbing heap on the floor. Just last night I posted I was forgetting about xap and focusing on my husband....
....Only to wake up thinking about xap again....all day long.

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Hee...Hee..."Proclivities" was my word LOL! Just what came to mind.
Yeah...I have to say that hearing all the stories here helped me in a BIG way in that as much as the details are different, so much is the same :) Helps take away that thought that we (xAP & I) had something "special" or different :)
To answer your question... http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8zlt57Q7ZVU
Well, really I want to say "Tomorrow"... Look towards tomorrow and it will get easier.
I understand what you are going thru.
Hi, Beautiful~
Love, love, LOVE that song....thank you. The up down Up Down UP DOWN is about ready to do me in. Yikes. We're about at the same time frame of nc (if you don't count my ill-advised choice to break nc last week). I thought I'd at least be on a more even keel with my emotions. Timehealsallwoundstimehealsallwoundstimehealsallwoundstimehealsallwounds...
And yes, you're right....I need to take responsibility for my actions, the little camper says, as she goes off to bed, but not before kissing her sweet h...:o)
((HUGS))
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