When will this get easier??

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Registered: 12-11-2009
When will this get easier??
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Mon, 12-28-2009 - 5:31pm

Greetings~I've been all over the place with emotions lately. I know you can all relate when I say one minute I'm fine and the next I'm a sobbing heap on the floor. Just last night I posted I was forgetting about xap and focusing on my husband....


....Only to wake up thinking about xap again....all day long.

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Registered: 12-11-2009
Tue, 12-29-2009 - 11:34am
OMG..."Proclivities???" I'm half serious when I say we might share the same xap. He is the only person who has ever used that word with me...I even had to look it up :o) and oh how I heard of how he had to "beg" for s with his w. It is amazing to me how our stories are sooo similar...yours was a mostly ea too, correct? I'd post more but am on my Blackberry--hard to communicate too much this way. Hopefully will be able to check in from home computer tonight-this site is blocked at my work--internet security software filters it as "Personal/Dating", which is kinda funny to me (the "dating" part)...hang in there!-Free
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Registered: 11-09-2009
Tue, 12-29-2009 - 1:14pm

Hee...Hee..."Proclivities" was my word LOL! Just what came to mind.


Yeah...I have to say that hearing all the stories here helped me in a BIG way in that as much as the details are different, so much is the same :) Helps take away that thought that we (xAP & I) had something "special" or different :)

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Registered: 11-11-2008
Tue, 12-29-2009 - 1:33pm

To answer your question... http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8zlt57Q7ZVU


Well, really I want to say "Tomorrow"... Look towards tomorrow and it will get easier.


I understand what you are going thru.

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Registered: 12-11-2009
Tue, 12-29-2009 - 8:39pm

Hi, Beautiful~


Love, love, LOVE that song....thank you. The up down Up Down UP DOWN is about ready to do me in. Yikes. We're about at the same time frame of nc (if you don't count my ill-advised choice to break nc last week). I thought I'd at least be on a more even keel with my emotions. Timehealsallwoundstimehealsallwoundstimehealsallwoundstimehealsallwounds...


And yes, you're right....I need to take responsibility for my actions, the little camper says, as she goes off to bed, but not before kissing her sweet h...:o)


((HUGS))


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