When will this pain go away?

iVillage Member
Registered: 01-16-2011
When will this pain go away?
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Tue, 02-22-2011 - 4:14pm

It has been 5 weeks since I have seen AP and almost a month since we have spoken. Some days I feel so strong, almost like I'm over him. Other days, like today, I feel sad, weak and like contacting him. I think I am sad that he only tried to contact me that one time. We communicated via IM during the time for a few days and decided once again that NC was best. I keep trying to look for a sign in cyberworld for me--like a song on his you tube page or something that let's me know he is thinking of me. The days I don't think of him, I dream of him. This is actually worse becaue I feel like it is out of my control and disrupts my sleep. I often wake up sad. After having a hot and heavy 2 year A, what can I expect, right? I just want to know, from your experiences, when does the pain subside and when will he really be a distant memory? Pointers?

Thanks and hugs to all of you :)

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iVillage Member
Registered: 10-14-2010
Tue, 02-22-2011 - 9:50pm

Ahhhhh a woman after my own heart.

Ive asked this question probably

Your vision will become clear only when you look into your heart... Who looks outside, dreams. Who looks inside, awakens. I started looking inside and went NC October 15, 2010
iVillage Member
Registered: 10-14-2010
Tue, 02-22-2011 - 10:00pm

Oh, and PS!

DONT CYBERSTALK!

Your vision will become clear only when you look into your heart... Who looks outside, dreams. Who looks inside, awakens. I started looking inside and went NC October 15, 2010

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