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| Thu, 01-01-2004 - 2:11pm |
Back to work on Monday. We have talked quite abit. He says he has come to the realization that he is back at home for his children only. He wants our relationship to continue, he cannot pull away from me he says. I asked him what that does for me, we get closer while he is trying to figure out what to do, and then what, he decides to say, and I am even more devastated. He is worried about hurting his family, and disappointing him. Same stuff as everyone else here says.
He says he has missed me so much, yada yada yada.
It is just making me sick. I love him so much, and he loves me, but he is to weak or something to do something about it. Part of me wants to tell him, look I love you, but i cant do this, just leave me alone, but the other part finds that so hard to do.

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