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| Wed, 03-09-2011 - 3:00pm |
Hi everyone,
I have reached a point in my journey where I feel I am not connecting or articulating what I feel to others around me effectively and most of all to myself. I believe one of the reasons being is my DD has indicated being in a EA which I allowed to cause triggers in myself that had set me back in my thinking. I did post on this, I was very vague though and can see I was using old behaviours by not facing a challenge face on and choosing to dance around the situation in my mind. My DD had come to me and shared this information and I shared my own experiences and how damaging the EA/PA path could be. It did not take long to recognize in my DD that I was not going to prevent the choice of a EA from happening. In some ways it was like watching me make my choice to have an A all over again. It shocked me, I can see I have gone underground with my feelings. Today I made the call to set up counseling, I cannot do this any longer on my own, EAS has been a blessing and a huge support and I can more clearly how much I need ic. Thank you for the safe place to post and all the feedback that keeps me thinking:)
I have reached a point in my journey where I feel I am not connecting or articulating what I feel to others around me effectively and most of all to myself. I believe one of the reasons being is my DD has indicated being in a EA which I allowed to cause triggers in myself that had set me back in my thinking. I did post on this, I was very vague though and can see I was using old behaviours by not facing a challenge face on and choosing to dance around the situation in my mind. My DD had come to me and shared this information and I shared my own experiences and how damaging the EA/PA path could be. It did not take long to recognize in my DD that I was not going to prevent the choice of a EA from happening. In some ways it was like watching me make my choice to have an A all over again. It shocked me, I can see I have gone underground with my feelings. Today I made the call to set up counseling, I cannot do this any longer on my own, EAS has been a blessing and a huge support and I can more clearly how much I need ic. Thank you for the safe place to post and all the feedback that keeps me thinking:)

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