Why Can't I breathe?

iVillage Member
Registered: 11-02-2009
Why Can't I breathe?
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Mon, 02-08-2010 - 3:54pm

I dont understand why and how I allow this man to control my feelings/my thoughts the way that he does?

iVillage Member
Registered: 09-25-2006
Mon, 02-08-2010 - 4:31pm

It sounds like you're are riding the rollercoaster and all the up and down feelings are normal.

Onward and upward.
iVillage Member
Registered: 10-25-2009
Tue, 02-09-2010 - 10:47am

Today I can't breathe.

iVillage Member
Registered: 01-23-2010
Tue, 02-09-2010 - 12:03pm
Get out the house and get moving.
iVillage Member
Registered: 11-02-2009
Tue, 02-09-2010 - 12:14pm

I know that we have people depending on us and that we are the selfish ones too for wanting to just wollow in the pain.. but it is hard.

iVillage Member
Registered: 10-25-2009
Tue, 02-09-2010 - 1:21pm

While you were writing this, I was outside with my 9 year old son and my dog.

iVillage Member
Registered: 01-23-2010
Tue, 02-09-2010 - 2:43pm
I'm sorry you are hurting. I didn't mean to be harsh. I was just such a fooool for my XAP that I sometimes can try to deliver tough love because affairs are terrible and MM have a way of manipulating your mind and we tend to not see clearly when involved in them.
iVillage Member
Registered: 10-25-2009
Tue, 02-09-2010 - 4:09pm

I understand why you are harsh.