Why him, why now??

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Registered: 05-06-2010
Why him, why now??
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Mon, 10-18-2010 - 4:13pm

So I THOUGHT I was completely over XAP

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Registered: 04-20-2009
Mon, 10-18-2010 - 4:20pm

Feelin'-

What made you think you were over him?

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Registered: 05-06-2010
Mon, 10-18-2010 - 5:13pm

Dee, I thought I was over him because I was only thinking about him in a hazy, glad-it's over and I have my real life back, kinda way. I was throwing myself ten-fold in to my work, M, family, kids, friends, etc. Doing everything with super-human gusto! But now, lately, it's slowly not becoming enough anymore to ward off the evil memories of the AP. Oddly I am only reflecting on the "good times". Not the times he made me feel like crap.

It also isn't helping that H has all the personality of a round rock. He is ten yrs older than me, and it seems like the age diff

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Registered: 10-17-2010
Mon, 10-18-2010 - 6:05pm