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Will this last? Or is it the holidays?
| Tue, 12-01-2009 - 4:00pm |
Hi all,
I just wanted to check-in to say that I'm doing better.
| Tue, 12-01-2009 - 4:00pm |
Hi all,
I just wanted to check-in to say that I'm doing better.
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Thank you Clarity,
Not feeling as strong this morning....sort of down, I guess.
Hi Mickey -
I was happy to see a post from you!
Thank you Gal....selfishly, I'm glad your 2 months into your NC and can give me a preview of what's to come.
Today wasn't as wonderful.
I have one...my worst memory:
XAP and I
(((HUGS))) Rock, I know that feeling all too well!
I now have 3 different phone numbers in my phone....all are different lines from ex-MMs new office.
Hi Mickey,
Thanks for sharing your story. I had a similar thing (different story but amazing how much the same it feels) happen that actually caused the NC this time. (Yes, there have been many other times and other times of NC but always back into the fog I went.) I'd love to share the story and will when I have more time.
I too use
Hi Used,
It's the middle of the night and I just read your post....maybe it will be one of those days for me!
Hi Mickey,
I hope today was better for you. I sooooooooooooo know what you mean by things flashing through your mind and not being able to control them. I don't think there's been a day in the last four weeks that I haven't said out loud "Get out of my head!!" It's so weird how you can feel so in control one day and, like you said, a mess the next.
AND, I totally agree with what you said about him sleeping like a baby
I have done similar things. Dont beat yourself up and its true, they do think they love you. They will say it over and over. They are so selfish, and they are so manipulating. i too have felt like such a hooker. I have said how high when he has said jump.
Continue to use this to get you thru. Their actions speak so much louder than anything they say. I will use similar memories to get thru, thanks for sharing your story.
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