Will this last? Or is it the holidays?

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Registered: 08-15-2009
Will this last? Or is it the holidays?
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Tue, 12-01-2009 - 4:00pm

Hi all,


I just wanted to check-in to say that I'm doing better.

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iVillage Member
Registered: 08-15-2009
Wed, 12-02-2009 - 9:15am

Thank you Clarity,


Not feeling as strong this morning....sort of down, I guess.

iVillage Member
Registered: 10-04-2009
Wed, 12-02-2009 - 10:06am

Hi Mickey -


I was happy to see a post from you!

NC since October 2, 2009.

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iVillage Member
Registered: 08-15-2009
Wed, 12-02-2009 - 6:49pm

Thank you Gal....selfishly, I'm glad your 2 months into your NC and can give me a preview of what's to come.


Today wasn't as wonderful.

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Registered: 06-26-2006
Wed, 12-02-2009 - 7:33pm

I have one...my worst memory:


XAP and I

iVillage Member
Registered: 08-15-2009
Wed, 12-02-2009 - 7:57pm

(((HUGS))) Rock, I know that feeling all too well!


I now have 3 different phone numbers in my phone....all are different lines from ex-MMs new office.

iVillage Member
Registered: 11-08-2009
Wed, 12-02-2009 - 9:51pm

Hi Mickey,


Thanks for sharing your story. I had a similar thing (different story but amazing how much the same it feels) happen that actually caused the NC this time. (Yes, there have been many other times and other times of NC but always back into the fog I went.) I'd love to share the story and will when I have more time.


I too use

iVillage Member
Registered: 08-15-2009
Thu, 12-03-2009 - 3:06am

Hi Used,


It's the middle of the night and I just read your post....maybe it will be one of those days for me!

iVillage Member
Registered: 11-08-2009
Thu, 12-03-2009 - 9:26pm

Hi Mickey,


I hope today was better for you. I sooooooooooooo know what you mean by things flashing through your mind and not being able to control them. I don't think there's been a day in the last four weeks that I haven't said out loud "Get out of my head!!" It's so weird how you can feel so in control one day and, like you said, a mess the next.


AND, I totally agree with what you said about him sleeping like a baby

iVillage Member
Registered: 03-03-2005
Sat, 12-05-2009 - 2:02pm

I have done similar things. Dont beat yourself up and its true, they do think they love you. They will say it over and over. They are so selfish, and they are so manipulating. i too have felt like such a hooker. I have said how high when he has said jump.

Continue to use this to get you thru. Their actions speak so much louder than anything they say. I will use similar memories to get thru, thanks for sharing your story.

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