Will not cyber stalk, will not cyber stalk ...

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Registered: 04-01-2010
Will not cyber stalk, will not cyber stalk ...
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Wed, 12-15-2010 - 7:28am

Started to go there this morning. Took one look at his picture and said "NO MORE" to myself and closed the page. Now I have to scrub the image from my brain. Again. Ugh.

I will get past this, I will get past this, I will get past this. I have to search deeper to figure out why I am so hung up. What am I hanging on to? Why am I being so resistant to letting go at this phase? I am embarassed and disappointed at my lack of progress. I seem to be in "stuck" mode. I know it is my fault.

Oct. 12, 2010 -- began my personal search and rescue mission.

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Registered: 10-16-2010
Thu, 12-16-2010 - 11:33am
awwwww thanks girl! I am glad to be here believe me! being out there in the "cold" doing NC is one of the worst times I have had in my life honestly....and yes the growth did not start til i got here as i saw absolutely no HOPE! out there alone!

so glad i came here!

BIG HUGS!!!! always! melinda

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