Thanks again, friends. I feel like I am in some weird other dimension. I can't write or spell, I leave words out and add words in. All of my emails and conversations sound like the teacher on the Peanuts. I can't think straight. I tried to listen to instructions from a client today and I had to have them repeated more than twice. I am normally a bad ass sharp cookie and this is humbling. I am so broken. I almost started crying when my client said...is everything ok?...you are usually ON IT. I wanted to say, NO I am not okay. I am broken beyond recognition and you should run for your life. But I made up some lie as to why I was not fit to tie my own shoes. I will be glad when I don't feel like I am lying all the time. When I am not ready to cry all the time. I hope it doesn't take long, but I know it will be longer than I expect.
You guys talk me through this. Thank you for that. I would be impossibly alone if not for you. {{{{{{EAS friends}}}}}}}}
UM, you are off the ROLLERCOASTER! (yay!). Though it seems impossible to believe, each day that goes by will have tiny little pockets of clarity, or relief,
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You guys talk me through this. Thank you for that. I would be impossibly alone if not for you. {{{{{{EAS friends}}}}}}}}
UM, you are off the ROLLERCOASTER! (yay!). Though it seems impossible to believe, each day that goes by will have tiny little pockets of clarity, or relief,
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