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| Fri, 01-14-2011 - 4:25pm |
I've been on an emotional rollercoaster all day. It started with a ridiculous spat with my H (a misunderstanding in communication, which I jumped on defensively and ended up making an ass of myself--which I HATE. So I called him at work later and apologized. You have no idea how hard that is for me to do). After

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Hey Alwayst2,
((((((alwayst2))))))),
Didnt we always run to ex-ap when things got too tough or we didnt want to deal with RL?
[[[[[[alwayst2]]]]]]
I am with you sister.
http://www.passiveaggressivenotes.com/2010/08/01/those-heirloom-tomatoes-had-sentimental-value/
Unbreakme,
Sorry for your sadness as well.
I know always well enough to know her audrey avatar will remove her cigarette in order to proclaim her f*$k yeah in agreement. xoxo
I am wondering if you feel somewhat like I do, coming to the realization that the changes we are making are for the long haul and there is no one day that says "I have learned all I can, I am good now" instead it's a gradual learning curve that sees those changes in ourselves sticking and the acceptance to keep growing and changing for the better. In these early months i think it's a mixture of excitement and impatience to be who we will be with our growth and I think in these next months and beyond we will put into better practice our new skills and our acceptance of who we are. I am hoping you are enjoying a nice fire with your H and letting the day slide away:)
Ho ALways 2!
I love the great comments made already and so I don't have much left to say.
CAN YOU STAY OUT OF MY MIND?!?!?
wow! i felt the exact same thing today. for a second, I allowed myself to remember that I used to call it love. I broke out in tears - and quickly jumped in the shower to wash them away. but for a micro second...the pain burst through again.
What triggered the hurt? The RL spat with H? Sometimes, when I feel things arent going my way...or I'm feeling vulnerable and hurt by others...I want to rush back (not in action) my feelings-
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