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| Sat, 01-01-2011 - 2:37pm |
Inspired by Alwayst2 post... How was January 1, 2009 for you...and what is different this year?
I remember sitting around on NYE all antsy with my cell phone at hand...xap was out of town on a trip to visit his family. My last text to him was "Happy New Year" which he didn't bother to respond - unlike me, he didn't care to walk around with his phone and enjoyed his family time fully. I haven't heard from him till late at night on January 1..Exactly a year ago.
OMG, I am so glad all of this is over. The waiting, the anxiety, the worries, the endless pain, that constant longing for someone who is never fully there for you. Looking back, I think 2010 was the worst year of my life.
2011 is going to be wonderful.
Happy endings, everyone.

NOW, a year later ... it's over and I haven't had to see him in almost 2 months. He'll show up to places he know that I HAVE to be at, but it's like seeing a stranger. NOTHING about him seems familiar. He's lost his magic. He's just plain & ordinary. JAM.
2011 IS going to be wonderful ... it's what we make of it. Ya - if I have learned anything from my last year it's just that. Life is indeed what you make of it.
Happy Beginnings Everyone.
TU.