Yesterday a phone call and Today....

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Registered: 10-14-2010
Yesterday a phone call and Today....
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Thu, 03-03-2011 - 7:46pm

an EGG on the inside of my car.

wow.

INSANITY.

just gonna clean UP THE MESS AND MOVE ON...just like I do with EVERYOTHER CRAZY thing hes done

GOD PLEASE GIVE ME GRACE.

VENGENCE IS YOURS.

Thank you, Humbly and Patiently waiting,

Michelle

Your vision will become clear only when you look into your heart... Who looks outside, dreams. Who looks inside, awakens. I started looking inside and went NC October 15, 2010
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Registered: 10-14-2010
Fri, 03-04-2011 - 3:15am

Does anyone know if I can change my username on the board?

Is there anyway to make the posts I've made private or can I delete them?

Trying to figure out a way that I

Your vision will become clear only when you look into your heart... Who looks outside, dreams. Who looks inside, awakens. I started looking inside and went NC October 15, 2010
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Registered: 10-14-2010
Fri, 03-04-2011 - 3:17am
thanks for the daisies Kat!!! :)
Your vision will become clear only when you look into your heart... Who looks outside, dreams. Who looks inside, awakens. I started looking inside and went NC October 15, 2010
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Registered: 11-22-2009
Fri, 03-04-2011 - 9:16am

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All you can do is re-register with a new email address and moniker. I would suggest maybe laying low for a while and then come back with a new name. You could PM the people you want to inform that it is you.

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You can go back and edit them. Go to the edit option and delete the contents and then repost. There will be nothing in the post but maybe this is something that will make you more comfortable. Suggestion: No more personal info about what you do, who your kids are, or actual photos of yourself. This is where I think you messed up. It's important to protect your anonymity on forums like this.

One more thing. I find it hard to believe that a public figure such as your Xmm would go around egging cars. Have you considered that there might be a new OW who knows about you and Xmm's past? Just a thought.

Breathe, lay low, and come back new, refreshed, and anonymous. :smileywink:

((Hugs))

Be where you are; otherwise you will miss your life. ~ Buddha
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Registered: 02-01-2011
Fri, 03-04-2011 - 11:48am
Michelle- Although i am new here, my heats goes out to you. In the short time I have been here I have learned so much from you. Because of your posts on a narcissists I now know what I am dealing with. My journey will be much like yours. I hope I can handle it all with as much grace and dignity as you. It is plain scary. Daisy
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Fri, 03-04-2011 - 12:01pm

Iddy,

thank you!!!

I AGREE WHOLE HEARTEDLY!!!!!!

In hindsight - and now knowing what Im dealing with, I would NEVER have been so open about myself - my story - my name. I was under the naive impression that as long as Im telling the truth - I'll be healed and free - but ONCE OUT, and understand better the mental illness Im deflecting - I now know that HIDING was for my PROTECTION to not be abused further.

Your vision will become clear only when you look into your heart... Who looks outside, dreams. Who looks inside, awakens. I started looking inside and went NC October 15, 2010
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Registered: 10-14-2010
Fri, 03-04-2011 - 12:11pm

Daisy,

Thanks so much for saying so - there's another reason I was willing to be so open and honest - I figured it'd help others who are dealing with the same as me.

so PLEASE take my advice from experience. DO NOT SHARE TOO MUCH INFORMATION that the N can GOOGLE on you. Ie: YOUR EMAIL or your real name or photos. Not that you have ....but...FORESIGHT from my mistake will help you protect yourself.

Your vision will become clear only when you look into your heart... Who looks outside, dreams. Who looks inside, awakens. I started looking inside and went NC October 15, 2010
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Registered: 09-25-2006
Fri, 03-04-2011 - 3:41pm

I had similar things happen to me and I have no reason to believe it was other than xap.

Onward and upward.
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Registered: 02-02-2011
Fri, 03-04-2011 - 4:02pm
Michele,
Hes here on this board? Did I get that right theres another ow and he's doing this stuff? This is creepy scary are you holding back the info because he's a public figure or do you have a h that doesn't know m, I apologize I can't keep all the details straight for people yet but geez I'm worried for you he's crazy.
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Registered: 10-16-2010
Fri, 03-04-2011 - 7:02pm

Hi!

I honestly think that being able to be "free and open" here on a wide open, and public internet board about a sexual affair which was BY DEFINITION a secret as it , is asking for trouble, even if one's AP is not a public figure.

I know for a fact my AP would FREAK! if he knew I was here on the internet talking about our A, and would try very hard to get me to stop revealing these A details to a bunch of "strangers" as he would call everyone here.

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Registered: 04-11-2010
Fri, 03-04-2011 - 9:33pm

Oh Michelle

Im not sure I got the full story but I think you are saying that he put an egg in your car???? How???? and you think he is reading this site??

Please message me anytime if you want to talk- Im in a whole other country so Im anonymity plus:)

But at the end of the day honey FUG HIM!!!!!

who cares if he is rich, famous, reading this site or anything. You are a caring, beautiful and strong soul. He will not get to you and he can bottom out in degrading acts as much as he likes. He will never have the gift of you again. He doesnt deserve you!

Much love and tonnes of hugs honey

Iggyxxx

You are what you consistently do