Your Biggest Regret?
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| Wed, 03-03-2010 - 10:13am |
Dear Enders,
Anyone can reply to this thread, but for those of you further out of your affair, what have you realized is your biggest regret for going down this road?
Mine was, or should I say still is, the fact that I broke a promise to myself that I would NEVER get involved with a MM. I had plenty of opportunities over the years but always avoided them like the Bubonic Plague. I thought of it as despicable behavior, and would harshly judge any friend that had chosen this path. I actually lost 2 very close friends many years ago by cutting them off over what they were doing. Ugh! How I wish I could turn back the clock sometimes. Perhaps that's another regret I have? ;-)
Who else would like to chime in? I think it's important that we recognize where our forgiveness is needed the most.
((Hugs))

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Wow Bbear, that hit home for me.
I think about all that my H has put up with over the last 16mths. He has never said a bad word to me, only tried to make sense of what can be done to save the marriage. He has his own demons to address and I worry that we will spin our wheels but I look at how much he has shown his love for me and it makes me wonder why I went down this terrible road.
He may be guilty of inaction, passivly watching our marriage lose momentum over the years but in no way has he deserved what I have done. His inactions did not warrant my insensitive, selfish actions.
This has been the hardest thing that I have ever had to navigate through.
GMLB
I'm chiming in at the end here.....
Being 2 1/2 months out now and having somehow lived through the hell of the d-day, my biggest regrets involve the hurt I inflicted on my daughter.
((LL))
Just want to give you some hugs, honey.
(((Hugs)))
~Iddy~
My biggest regret - saying yes to something so wrong, and not walking away that first night when it was clear this was only an "extension of our friendship"(his words on day 1) - still makes me sick to think of
Iddy and BandK,
Thank you for your kind replies. This week has just been awful, and I appreciate your support.
Misty
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