back in the saddle again?? need help!
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|Sat, 08-14-2010 - 11:26pm|
Its been a long time since I was here. Last time I was here I was married and in an A with a MM. Now I am separated and as of yesterday just got out of a relationshipe with a MM- his idea. His wife got suspicious and he can't think right now.
I am seeing a counselor..... still I continue to make poor choices about men. My counselor says I continue to choose men who are unavailable to me. Before I started seeing this MM I went out with a SM for 3 months until he broke up with me saying he wasn't happy but he lived 6 hours away- we met online and in reality I hadn't even separated from my H when we started that relationship.
So.... I have gotten nowhere and I'm not sure why. When the relationship ended with the SM I was strung out for weeks on end, depressed, sad.... then I started seeing the MM and we are now broke up and here I am once again depressed as ever wondering what the heck is going on in my