Just an update....doing pretty good!

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Registered: 04-30-2003
Just an update....doing pretty good!
Wed, 09-17-2003 - 7:24am
Hello all, I have not been to the board in a while. I don't mean this to sound rude in anyway but I have ENDED my A. I feel like some people are not ready to do that and that is ok, but I have to focus on NC and getting my life back together. I know what it is like to feel like your dieng, and feel like there is no end....and all of that! Trust me. I was diagnosed with Nervous Break Down....months ago (Yes, I know I can not spell) When I read all of your pain I can only think....NO CONTACT. I had to change my phone number, and just yesterday had to turn my DAUGHTERS cell phone off. You do what you have to do to save your life and your children. These men that are putting you on this emotional rollercoaster are just not worth it. Some days I know you think they are but it is a lie. If you are having an affair it is a lie and it will never work out. Sorry

Anyway, I dont even remember how long its been since I have talked to the OM. I think it has been over a month....I did have a relapse but for the last time it has been over a month or more. I have completely gone on with my life. I have even started to get enrolled and testing to go to collage. My kids are better although sometimes they still bring up the OM or his wife......thats hard but I dont have my head in the toilet anymore. My H last court date is next week and that will be the tell all of the ending of this enire nightmear but as long as that goes well, so will everything else. I have totally absorbed myself in my kids (My fourteen year old is driving me to jump) and even wallpaperd my bathroom. I know all of this sounds so trivial but Im telling you it does get better! I promise!!

Have a great day!
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Registered: 09-02-2003
Sat, 10-04-2003 - 7:54am
It's great to hear that you're doing so well! It sounds like you've gone through a lot! I'm new to this board and at the end of a year long ema. It helps to hear that you have gotten over the hump and made it!

~sum1 special~