12 Days

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Registered: 12-24-2008
12 Days
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Sat, 03-14-2009 - 9:13am
Hey, y'all...been reading your posts and letting you know I'm sorry for the pain and confusion you're going through. I had a rough one last night. It's hard suffering in silence with no to actually talk to face to face about it. Yesterday morning, MM was already in the parking lot and didn't "high tail" it in the building when he saw me pull in. Hmmm..wonder if he's getting tired of the little misses already after two weeks or if he realizes I'm not going to bother him for answers so he doesn't have to run and hide since he's running out of lies and excuses...either way, doesn't matter. I just held my head high and walked right past him. Five times of being screwed over and bailed on in one year is enough, isn't it? I'm going to try and have a good day with H, do some shopping and go out to eat. Hope you all have a good day! Hang in there!
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Registered: 11-12-2008
In reply to: gabby4ever2
Sat, 03-14-2009 - 9:37am

" Five times of being screwed over and bailed on in one year is enough, isn't it? " It is.Everyone has a breaking point and you seem to have reached it.Be free and go into the future with a new set of wings.You can only give as many chances but after that does it matter ? reading your refreshing post,it doesnt seem so.

If the A is giving so much of a headache then its better to let go.I guess i am lucky that i dont get emotionally attached to the guys! Honestly, i wouldnt be able to handle the emotional roller coaster!! not me!

Have a nice weekend with DH!!

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Registered: 10-06-2008
In reply to: gabby4ever2
Sat, 03-14-2009 - 12:16pm

Hi G,


I've been following your posts.

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Registered: 12-24-2008
In reply to: gabby4ever2
Sat, 03-14-2009 - 7:47pm
Thanks, ladies...I did have a good day...wish I could say MM wasn't on my mind, but he was. I just wish I could stop thinking about him all day everyday. We were NC for 3 months and I still thought of him all the time...I do love him, I won't deny that. It would be so much easier if we didn't work at the same business. I think I could get him out of my mind for good if I didn't have to see him everyday ( well, 5-6 days out of the week!) Thanks again for your encouraging words!