1st Fight with AP - ugh!!
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1st Fight with AP - ugh!!
| Fri, 07-30-2010 - 2:08pm |
AP lives 5 hours away in another state and although we are new (3mths) we have seen each other EVERY time he comes thru my state. We managed to also for the 1st time, spend the night last Saturday in a random city together. I was in heaven. The whole night from talking, sleeping, spooning, swimming, eating, sex, sex, more sex..lol And everytime I know he goes home to W, things slow down for communication, texts, etc.. This slow down period drives me literally INSANE. So last night, I was so fed up with texting him 3 times about various ?'s and no response. He responded last night saying "hey babe, r u awake" I fired back" yes, Im awake, why?" and he was like "what your mad at me? you obviously have a problem with me so I guess I wont bother you anymore." Right before this I thought I should go NC and see how long it takes him to contact me. I then freaked (about the thought of NC) and said "no prob, etc.." then we talked on the phone and I told my H I needed to run out for a beer...at 10pm...he is clueless..lol I was upset and mad that I was mad at him. He told me not to be freaking out on him, he had to work, was working a lot lately, I called him out for not being as sweet in texts, not as sexual talking since he has been home, asked if he felt guilty from our all nighter, etc.. it went back and forth and I was trying to get out to him that I really, really, really liked him and wanted him in my life even if it was just an AP. He was then all goofy, friendly, signing some song to me, back to his normal self. I heard from him this morning and I know he is EXTREMELY BUSY and DRAMA AT HOME WITH WIFE PREGNANT although he told me he isnt so sure she is not cheating on him and whos baby it is, etc.. so that was interesting though. The first time we had a "tiff" and we was going to throw in the towel..or so he says. Damn stupid emotions of mine!

Hi Miss Kentucky,
It's understandable that you get upset at him.
Confused: I hear you!
Hi Confused,
You said he has a pregnant wife. Are you ok with him having a child on
Much peace & Love,
Rayne
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