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7 calls so far today....
| Sat, 02-28-2009 - 6:49pm |
OMG....well, yesterday at work, AP and I had a talk in the morning. He told me that he had paid or was going to pay another month lease on his place and I asked him why if he was back living with her and he said because he wasn't sure about things. I asked where things stood with her, were they "working" on their marriage and he said no, she knew how he felt and wants him to get his head straightened out. He then told me he wasn't the one that sent me that text message last week about loving his wife more, he hugged me, kissed me...before he left at the end of the day I told him to have a good weekend and he said he would be texting me because "that's all we have"...he texted me last night and said something about "yeah, that went well, should've stayed in the bar, I can't get you out of my heart and head"...then told me he loved me and would text me in the morning. He had to work this morning and would be able to text freely...I sent him one first saying "good morning, thinking of you" and he responded about "thinking of you and all the things" and that was it...well, he told me Wednesday the reason he went back was because "someone" told him that they saw me and my husband out somewhere holding hands and looking all in love, which is a lie, and he began to think I was just trying to break up his marriage for revenge and making him look like a fool...I was like, whatever...that is a lie, you know it's a lie and I've never done anything to make you not trust ME....so, his last text today was that he was thinking of all that and didn't want to be made a fool of ( what a joke) and we needed to talk....K, whatever, here's the other odd thing...I've been receiving calls from "UNAVAILABLE" all day...7 so far, and they never leave a message so I suspect that he must've talked to her last night, just from what he said in his text about "that not going well" ( they were supposed to go out last night to celebrate her and some other relatives birthday) and now she's trying to call me..i don't know who else it would be. I don't feel like talking to her...I've done it before and she doesn't listen to anything I tell her and accuses me of lying about everything....I just wish I knew what he tells her..if he lies and tells her that I won't leave him alone ( he's done that before according to what she told me one time) or if he told her honestly how he felt and now she's pissed....gawd...I know, I brought it on myself by not keeping my mouth shut the other day...but I couldn't help it, damnit, I was tired of him acting like I had no feelings and I was just a piece of crap to kick to the curb with no explanation. Thanks for listening to me, ladies.

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Watch out for those late night drunk calls.
::tiptoes quietly and stands infront of Tygerzize:::
:::shows a sign ::::
sign reads You Are Still
"be who you are and say what you feel, because those who mind don't matter and those who matter don't mind"---Dr. Seuss
"be who you are and say what you feel, because those who mind don't matter and those who matter don't mind"---Dr. Seuss
No, I will not be his friend....he's hurt me too much and I can't take the continual heartbreak.
As long as you let him deal the cards, you will play the hand you are dealt.
Julz
I see you still, after all this time,
I don't have enough finger and toes to count the number of gals who felt the same way, Julz.
We all want to know we mattered, that we didn't waste so much time working for something that didn't pan out.
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