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Affair with SM
| Wed, 01-28-2004 - 8:47pm |
I started an affair a couple of months ago with a single man the same age as me (45). I made it clear at the outset that I had no intention of leaving my husband and two months into this have not changed my mind. I am able to see him about every couple of weeks but I spend a lot of time thinking about him. I got into this because I was feeling totally trapped in the life that I have and was desperately in need of a diverson. Now even though I am not in love with A, the thought of ending the relationship is very depressing to me because I don't want to go back to feeling so trapped again. Needless to say there are issues in my marriage but none of them are divorce quality, everything is just so predictable at this point (16 years). I guess I need to find out why I feel so trapped and why I feel so strongly in need of this diversion. Anyone else out there in a similar situation?

hi barkingmad and welcome to the board.
CL-Gurlfriend50
Co-CL of My Affair Support Board
oh i agree with you mad -- when overwhelmed, jettison the least of your problem issues -- the A.
CL-Gurlfriend50
Co-CL of My Affair Support Board