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| Wed, 05-12-2004 - 6:22pm |
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Several questions for the general population
How do you tell when a m is over? really over. The fact that I am having a ema is a real clue I know. M is over 20 years. kids all teenagers. Been a stay at home mom.. don't have my own income as of yet. H travels so I am alone allot. Now because of MM I am thinking about sex all the time.. MM is married w/ younger kids.. out of town.
HELP!
Several questions for the general population
How do you tell when a m is over? really over. The fact that I am having a ema is a real clue I know. M is over 20 years. kids all teenagers. Been a stay at home mom.. don't have my own income as of yet. H travels so I am alone allot. Now because of MM I am thinking about sex all the time.. MM is married w/ younger kids.. out of town.
HELP!

i am over 40 in a marriage 20 years with two teens and a nine year old. I got married at 21 and didn't have a clue what i really wanted. 20 years later, I still don't know! I found intimacy and passion with my mm who is 7 years younger with three kids married 15 years. I don't know what to tell you, I was thinking that I was with someone who I don't really love like a wife whould love her husband. Never felt the intimacy and passion, he is more like one of my longest and dearest friends. He loves me more than anythng and most of the time he shows it. I clean up on Mothers Day, my Birthday and Christmans. ANd he knows just what to buy me. We have had our communication problems and since he is very self centered he has come to me twice and told me he didn't want to be married, then appologized the next day. In between there have been the controlling behaviour and the badgering over what he wanted to do. We have lived in three different states not because he was transfered, it was because he had a whim. So do I end this 20 year marriage because he doesn't meet my expectations? I dont' know, life is short. If I could change anything mm and I would be single, but I can't so I live with the decision I made at an age where I really had no business doing so.
I'm actually in a great mood today!
dd
LOL anything is possible! It seems though that that is a good portion of the people on this board's story. Twenty years, married toooo young... sigh
dd