Am I Crazy?!
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Am I Crazy?!
| Wed, 10-22-2003 - 3:16pm |
I was in an EMA recently and ended it. Although it was a painful ending, my husband and I are still together. My problem is, since other man #1 is out of the picture, I am constantly looking for another man to replace him. Is this crazy? I just feel like something is missing in my marriage and I have to have someone besides my husband to fill that void. I can't put my finger on what it is. I love my husband, of course, but I just NEED the excitement of sneaking, the good sex, someone different to pay attention to me. Anyone else feel the same? Give me some advice.

But I know how you feel, definitely. And there is something that is missing in my marriage that I need outside of it (mostly good sex and intimacy).
Dusty
After the EMA ended, I felt so lost and desperate for affection. Any affection my H gives me doesn't seem to satisfy me. I think my clue came from yet another OM just recently. He said something about me appearing full of passion, yet not satisfied. My gosh, he hit the nail on the head. Just hearing this OM say this to me got me thinking about him now......
I don't know why all of us feel this way...but I can certainly relate to your feelings of "unfulfillment".....
you are certainly not alone... one reason that I made a decision to hold onto both my marriage and my EMA... and continue to make them both work.
I feel that MM gives me what DH can't... and with them both... all my needs and wants are being fullfilled.
Sweet
Co-Community Leader My
...this is the part that not everyone understands. We know we are judged and will be judged by people who.....perhaps don't have this curse that we do? The curse of not being fulfilled? Any thoughts on this?
When I think about things ending with my OM I am almost certain that I will eventually find myself in another EMA. However, when I think about the risks I take being involved with another man I wonder if I could ever find someone who would be as discreet as my OM is. He takes this whole thing very seriously for his sake and mine. Im not sure why he is as discreet as he is but I appreciate that about him. I trust him to cover his tracks, not to put us in the hot seat, to be responsible enough to do damage control if needed and never just stop calling without an explaination of why he needs out...these are things I wonder if I could find in another man.
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