Am I getting bored with my OM?!
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| Mon, 08-18-2003 - 7:41pm |
Now ... I don't know. I just don't care anymore I guess.
I avoid sneaking off with him now and I don't really care what he's up too when I'm not there.
Why? I have a couple theories I suppose ... he use to have another girl who wanted him, but he stopped that because he fell in love with me. Maybe its that he isn't a prize to be won for an afternoon anymore. Maybe its because he told me he loved me. Maybe I'm just bored with him. Maybe I'm starting to feel real sorry for my bf (not that he'd ever find out or anything, but he's so nice to me).
I know when I started I really dug the power trip of having him want me. Now he wants me more than ever, and I don't want him. What is wrong with me?!
How do I start getting excited about him again? How do I spice up my Affair?
(I am housesitting for a couple a week and he is coming up tomorrow for the night ... I wish I was excited about this and didn't feel like it was tedious ... I'm just not in the mood anymore. Maybe its my new birthcontrol pills (I'm changing to a new kind next month) ... I don't know.)
Ideas? Advice? Relations? Thank you.

I'm not in a similar situation so I don't know what kind of advice I can give you. I sometimes don't feel sooo excited to see my MM, but that's because I can get too nervous about getting caught. I am almost always anticipating the next time I get to see him. R u in love with your OM? maybe you need some time to miss him, to see if this relationship with him is what you really want.???
It could be your hormones... just be patient, see what happens, and do whats best for you!
=)
My OM is a good buddy of my BF and my good buddy too. That's how the Affair started pretty much ... he fell for me, we flirted, then we did more ... etc. So I can't "get caught" with my OM unless we were caught in "the act" because I'm alone with him in and out of public often. So I don't really have that thrill.
I love my OM ... but I doubt if I am "in love" with him.
I had some time to miss him when he went to New England for two weeks. But instead of me growing fonder of him in his absence, it seems I grew less interested.
I'm hoping its hormones. It's not like I've been all that gung-ho for the bf either.
Thanks!
Liberal
But I wouldn't do that until after tonight anyhow. That'd just be mean. He's been looking forward to this for a week.
When I get tired of it all but still want to have fun with it I try to remember how I felt at the beginning. How exciting it was and what not.
My overnighter with the OM turned out great! Its amazing what champagne and a gift can do for a labido! Hahaha.
I can't wait to have another night with
my OM:) ~passion
:)