annoyed with MM last night(rant)
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annoyed with MM last night(rant)
| Sun, 12-28-2003 - 11:14pm |
I have to admit, that I was annoyed with MM last night. I guess I'll have to tell everyone from the beginning. MM and I started together in 1999. It'll be five years this coming year. In 2000, I was pregnant with DD. I wasn't sure if MM or H was the father. In my seventh month, MM broke up with me. I can understand his reasoning. He was giving me a chance to try and work things out with H. Shortly after our break up, MM started to see another woman at the job. In the end, he said that he was being immature, and was trying to make me jealous. Of course I was jealous, and hurt that he could do something like this at the time. After I returned from having DD, MM and I started up together again. He hasn't done anything like this since, and we've been quite happy. Last night at work, we were talking about this couple we both know and how they split up. The female is talking with another guy in the job when the ex-mm comes around. She's trying to make him jealous. MM told me, that if that ever happened between us, he would never take me back, and be insulted that I would even do anything like this. Now, can you believe my surprise when he said this. I told him, "WHY was it OK that you can do something like that, and if I did, I would be in the doghouse". No answer. I love him dearly, and he knows this. I can only attribute it to him being insecure. However, where does he get off with this type of attitude. I have never said anyhting about leaving, and can honestly say that I haven't even looked at another man with any type of interest since I hooked up with him. He is everything I want. I still was annoyed, and didn't talk to him until our last break. Then, he told me, that I wouldn't just let it go and that he would always have that hanging over his head. I told him, that I was only making a point and that had no intention of going. I also told him, that something like that wasn't very easy to let go, and it still hurts thinking about that time in our relationship. If he hadn't came up with that narrow minded opinion, I would never had said anything. Am I wrong to get upset? What's everyones take on this?

I am very curious. As that was my fear of getting pregnant by my OM.
As far as getting annoyed. I understand. It always is a double standard when it comes to relationships with men. Sad isn't it?