Another One Bites The Dust
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| Fri, 11-28-2008 - 1:13pm |
I guess it's the season for it. My AP - XAP - called me this morning and after a bit of chat, told me he couldn't do this any more.
Had he been uncovered? Was it a D-day? No, just the b*tch in his life, work. Next year he's going to have to spend half his week in another city. At first he was going to commute, but that was never practical and I told him that. When I asked about us, he said it wasn't going to be much more of a journey for him than now. Now he's come to realise that he can't do that and will need to stay away for two nights.
Now I did think this might be coming, but I also thought, hey, maybe that means we could have a night together! He could stay with me, leave in the morning for the city. Or stay with me at the other end. Why not, if it wouldn't make that much difference to his journey? And to be honest, I'd happily only see him once a month or so if it meant that we had some quality time together; sex isn't something I need every week.
Never got to discuss that with him though.. his mind's made up. Everything for him is things he can't do, or wish he hadn't done. There's never any "I can" with him. Life is so hard, my dad doesn't love/respect me - maybe he might if you grew a pair?
I asked him if he felt strange knowing he'd never to speak to me again and he said "won't we?" WTF? No way am I listening to him tell me how bad his life is. He said ok, he could tell me "semi-amusing things" instead... as if he had any sort of life that didn't involve work.
Anyway, we talked for nearly two hours and I don't know why. He said it was because he didn't want the conversation to end - why do they say things like that? He's the one who wanted out.
So, that's me done. That's where years and years go, without even a discussion.
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Thank you, Pisces. She was an incredible woman - noone was ever a stranger in her home.
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Thank you Justice x
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