Is anyone else struggling with alcohol/food?
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|Tue, 10-30-2012 - 8:20pm|
Hi, I'm back, looking for support. Whenever I feel jilted or lonely, I comfort myself with alcohol/and/ or food. I'm guessing that I don't want to "feel" the emotions that I have. I know he loves me, but I feel like he doesn't show me as much as I would like. I must be really needy. He's a wonderful man, but we have tempermants.
I have been waitng and waiting for an email today. He knows that I am alone. He knows that it's a great time to meet. We had talked about meeting today. My H and his W are both out of town. Sometimes, he avoids me, I believe. He knows I'll always be here. I always have been, but I need more from him emotionally. I've told him this and he seems to really understand and "feel bad" when I've told him this. I
I try to be strong. I don't want to play silly games, but yet I hate to feel so needy.
This is one of those nights that I'm "comforting" myself with a bottle of wine. I know it's not healthy, but I find myself doing it a lot. I don;'t want to, mainly because of the way I feel the next day. I'm trying to loose weight and I get the munchies big time when I drink. I've tried to ocupy myself in other ways, but nothing has worked. I'm not sure how to cope.