AP wants to get back together
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| Sun, 01-18-2009 - 1:15am |
We went to a party at AP's house tonight. It was a surprise birthday party for his brother (also our friend). In one brief moment that we were semi-alone, AP told me that he really wants to continue us seeing eachother. He had been really supportive when I wanted to end things and still is really making it clear that the ultimate decision is mine. I just don't know what to do. On one hand, I have seen firsthand in this past month how much easier it is to work through trouble with DH because of not being in the A. But on the other hand, I really ENJOY being with AP and I would like to get back together. He arouses passion in me that I didn't know existed. I have really been trying with DH, but who's to say that it will ever be like that between us?
I'm just one confused lady. I know that I should just say no to AP for the good of my marriage, but one little part of me YEARNS for him.
