b/c i crave contact communication &
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b/c i crave contact communication &
| Fri, 10-17-2003 - 8:51am |
reassurance,i find that when i don't hear from om for a while i get unreasonably panicked.i'm always shocked by a phone call or an email(btw...i hate talking to him on the phone...we need to look at eachother when we talk.)i find that i am often contacting him.he responds & doesn't complain,for all i know he may even like it.last night when i never got a response to my apology about saying hurtful things.(not unusual)..i emailed this morning & asked for one,b/c i said i love that stuff & then went on to tell him news about my latest project.small talk.the thing is...having been brought up w/ the female role of "it's best to play hard to get" i sometimes feel like i'm being annoying.that's my OWN hangup.i really think it's my contact that keeps us connected.he's not really a deep communicator on the surface.i seem to be introducing him to that world. .my question is...does anyone else feel this way at times?like they're trying too hard..or they love too much,or that their world is colored by this contact & they are mostly the ones initiating it?

then this whole week, nothing.. sometimes its not worth it at all
good luck! hang in!
jenny