The best laid plans....
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| Sun, 04-04-2010 - 12:36pm |
Well that was anticlimactic, I kind of expected more...oh well.
AP/BF called me part way home to give me an ETA. Since it was going to be around dinner time we discussed it, and I went running around to pick stuff up. So he gets here, everything is lovely...we spend some time just kissing and hugging each other. The hockey game was on, and we had a couple of beers...he was waiting for an important call and would possibly have had to leave for a quick meeting, so we decided to hold off on dinner for a little while. Well, we decided to briefly fool around while waiting, except the call didn't come (and there was no briefly about it...lol). So, what do we go and do? We fall asleep! When we finally rouse ourselves, he tells me that he's going to go home...didn't feel comfortable leaving his tool laden vehicle parked on the street. While I completely understood, I was a trifle disappointed..I can't lie. He then turns around and asks if he can come over for breakfast because he probably doesn't have any food in the house (during the call when he was still enroute, he told me that his W had just left to visit one of their DS and wouldn't be home, so I get that there probably wouldn't be any food in the house).
Anyway, he just texted me to see if I was up...then another one about fifteen minutes later telling me he was going shopping and he'd see me later. WTH? I'm not going to let it bother me in the least...he can keep himself company and I will continue my day as I have been for the last three weeks.
I know we'll be together later, and he'll probably be very wonderful and sweet...it's just frustrating to have that "happy bubble" I was feeling at seeing him again after so long...burst, without getting the total "package" I was hoping for. Ces't la vie
benska

I'm sorry to hear his homecoming wasn't exactly what you had imagined.
Hi alive,
I'm sorry that your plans didn't work out, u dealt with it admirably though. Hope AP's back is better too!
Things looked up for me fairly quickly, maybe it's just because his W was out of town...I dunno. It was still pretty great though, and he made my birthday pretty special.
I still wonder why "we" do this...oh well, I am keeping busy with the new job and definitely don't get as blue as I used to if things didn't work out.
Take care,
benska