Big Smile on My Face!
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| Fri, 05-28-2004 - 9:47am |
I have been married 12 yrs. to my H, and I don't think I ever enjoyed sex with him as much as I do with OM. Honestly, I don't think I even have had an orgasm with H. He just doesn't do it for me. He has tried. He even got a book on how to please a women, but it's just always been awkward trying new things with him. So we stopped that loooooooong ago. Before we were married. He is a great friend, father and hard worker. I do not plan to leave him because of these things. I want my kids to have their father. He just is not the type of person that is real sexual. He's willing to try. I have to give him that. But I am just not comfortable with that. I never have been. On the other hand, OM I have tried new stuff with that I never would have done with H. OM knows how to please me. Last night he did. He did oral on me. No one that has done that to me has pleased me like he did. I could not believe how intense it was. I have such a smile on my face today. I'm telling you, I could get addicted to that.
I was reading another post, earlier, about how you don't get caught by H. I just tell my H I am going out with the girls after work. So far he believes this. Last night I don't think he was too happy at first, because I already did this the other night. So it was twice in one week. But he has no clue! This is another thing I am talking about! He has no clue about me. No clue about how I feel, what I need, what I want. 12 yrs. of letting him know and still No Clue! I finally got flowers on Mother's Day, after 12 yrs. of saying how nice it is to get flowers. His thought was, they just die in a few days. That's not the point! The point is what it says. It says 'I know you love flowers and I was thinking of you'. OM will just call me to say hi. That makes me happy, because it lets me know he was thinking about me. OM just knows what I want and need and he doesn't even know me as well as my H.
Anyway, I didn't mean to vent about the H, because I am on cloud 9 today and can't wait to get together with OM again!!

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Is it just me or is illicit sex awesome HA!!!!
Seriously though, I never believed I could reach the big O in my lifetime at someone elses hands. I just thought of it as another one of natures cruel jokes, something I would always have to provide by myself.
Yet our first lovemaking session lasted 8 hrs, no joke! I "came" 22 times!!!! still no joke!!!! He is absolutely unbelievable!!!! I cried, MM held me tight, wiped my tears and told me how much he loved me...awe...
My H is a selfish lover who cannot be "bothered". So this was mind-blowing indeed.
MM's wife is frigid and wants nothing to do with him. She doesn't make him feel like a man at all. I guess we were both frustrated lovers, well not anymore! She has no idea she has a Ferrari, What a great ride. Sigh.
We were best of friends for 3 yrs, MM and I before either one of us made a first move. When we finally admited to each other our feelings, it took another three months to become intimate.
When you have riden a Ferrari, it's hard to go back to a Pinto!!!!
Can't wipe the smile off my face either!
Kashmir
~Flirty~