A bit nervous about our rendez-vous!
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| Wed, 07-07-2010 - 10:41am |
Hey all!
My AP and I are having a sexy rendez-vous this Sunday night at a hotel and it will be the first time we've seen each other in a month, since my contract ended. This rendez-vous was pretty important, because after my contract ended, even though he was very reassuring that he wanted our A to continue and that we would get together soon, I was worried that it would never happen and it would just fade away. Luckily, that hasn't been the case.
We've been texting regularly since and he's been doing most of the initiating. He keeps telling me how much he misses me, that he thinks of me all the time and that he needs to see me. Lots of sexting as well :)
So I totally believe that he wants to see me, and he is the one making all the arrangements for the hotel (which I actually think I'm going to suggest he let me do....I think I want that control, plus I want a room with a jacuzzi, hahaha).
The thing is I am a bit nervous! What if its awkward? What if our conversation is really lame? (it never has been before but I'm just worried). What if it's really weird because we haven't seen each other in a month? What if there is no attraction between us? (I kinda doubt it, and alcohol always helps with that point, haha, but I'm still worried.....)
Anyway, just wondering if anyone else has felt the same way or if anyone has some advice!

anotherseyes
Don't stress over any awkwardness. Once you see each other again, things will just pick up where they left off before. The attraction was there a month ago and you've both continued the relationship and excitement through texting. AP and I don't get together for weeks at a time but we never have any trouble connecting. In fact, it is better for us the longer it goes between rendezvous. Within reason that is, LOL!
I do remember one time we tried to call it quits but just couldn't stay away from each other. I was a bit nervous the first time after that, it was almost like the first time. But once he touched me, it was all good. We cherish the few times we do have.
Good luck with those butterflies. Hope your time with AP is all you want it to be.
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