Can't end EMA

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Registered: 10-18-2003
Can't end EMA
Sat, 10-18-2003 - 4:37pm
I have been having this affair with a married man for 15 months. He has been in and out of my life for the past 5 years. At one point when he was still single we briefly dated, and I broke it off because I felt he just wanted me for sex. Always have had a big crush on him, even after I found out he got married. One day 15 months ago he asked me to go out, I went, and 15 months later I don't want anyone else but him. I tried to break it off twice, but then he calls me and I go right back into the routine. I'm tired of being single and alone, while he lives a life I know nothing about. On the other hand I love him alot, and don't want to stop seeing him.

Thank you to whoever reads this. Based on your personal experience what's your advice???