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Can't stop thinking
| Mon, 09-22-2003 - 2:06pm |
Sometimes I wish I could. MM and I have been together for 4 1/2 years. In the beginning, we would talk about how life would be if we hooked up. H and I really shouldn't have married, but because of our child I was pressured to do so. MM and his W have a child who is six. In January she got pregnant with #2. I know that he didn't want to have another one with her. He's been avoiding it for years now. Apparently she must have gotten tired waiting for him to change his mind, and took the initiative. She's supposed to have the baby next week. This won't be hard on the type of relationship we currently have, but it changes what we've been talking about for so long. I love him so much, that I'd be willing to wait for him. H and I have talked about divorcing, so it would make seeing MM much easier. Right now I am content with the relationship we have. Does anyone feel the same way? That you want to be with this person so bad, that you love them so much, that it might be years before things might work ou, would everyone stay. I want to, because I want to be with him. But does things like this work out.

All we can do is see what time will unfold for us.
Annika
Brightest Blessings, Annika