The changes in me... what about you?
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The changes in me... what about you?
| Thu, 02-19-2004 - 11:06am |
On Monday I go into the hospital so will be laid up for a couple of days -- I'm having a tummy tuck (okay you ladies under 40 just won't understand it). I was just thinking about all the changes I've noticed in me since I started this A. I don't have one pair of white undies in my drawer (never can tell when you'll need to have a quick trist), I shave my legs every day, I've lost 30 pounds, I smile more (and cry more), I never leave the house without make-up, I'm more aware of my body and feel sexually charged a lot of the time. Even H is noticing the difference and is liking the changes. I'm not using that as an excuse -- it is what it is. I'm just saying it's nice to be so charged all the time and feel good about myself for a change. I love the high, and even the lows are better than before -- at least I'm not feeling numb all the time. How long will that last, do you suppose? Does anyone else feel that way?

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Anyways, I think we all love the feeling of being desired by someone. I know I have stuff I never had before, stockings, garter belts, toys, sexy bras, etc.
Some of the stuff H sees, and doesn't seem to have much reaction.
Other stuff I've bought are just for me and MM. And with MM, I get a reaction with just about everything, from clothes all the way to shoes. As a matter of fact, he just got to see one of my new things this week. I like his reaction when I wear this stuff.
Its awesome!! And makes me feel really great, its so nice to have someone appreciate the effort you take in your looks, going to the gym 3x a week, etc.
Dusty
LOL...I even get Brazilian Bikini Waxes! H would probably wonder about that if he ever looked in that area.....:)....
PS: I only wear thongs now too! No ragged underwear for this Chiclet!
Also, I have used temporary tatoos with MM. Little flutterbyes or hearts. He thinks they are cute!!
Dusty
and about the thong thing - ME TOO!! LOL - I never know when he'll say "I'm coming home with you today after work" so I have to be ready! ;-)
I've lost about 5 pounds too and I just *feel* sexy.
Another change for me.......I ALWAYS have my cell phone on. If I around H I put it on silent or vibe because I don't really get many phones calls on cell except for MM. If I do turn it off and then back on it's usually a thrill and gives me a smile because I usually have a VM or text message from him.
hi saturday and good luck with your surgery honey!
CL-Gurlfriend50
Co-CL of My Affair Support Board
And, though I am only 35 years old....I've had two kids....I could use a tummy tuck of my own! Ha Ha! Good luck with the surgery! Let us know how it goes!
Hugs!
I don't know how long it lasts, since I'm pretty new to this, lol.
Good luck with your surgery, honey, and good for you! I am actually going to get a surgery of my own shortly....but in the chest region! I have had three kids and apart from them destroying my poor chest, I think I look pretty darn good. The thing was, once I got back down to my original size (after having my last child) H never even noticed! Then when I commented on "look how thin I am" or "I am back into a 5" his response would be "you are too full of yourself" or "if you look good you are just going to replace me" when all I really wanted to hear was "wow, you look great". MM thinks I am absolutely beautiful and tells me so...which is what I so needed to hear after having three kids at my age! I enjoy the attention I get from MM. I also find myself shaving more, dressing sexier, and wearing thongs all of the time. When someone tells you that you are beautiful and you have the confidence it shows! Have fun with your new tummy....I know that my man will have fun with my new addition!
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